i end up turning for training.
wanna show that bloody person that i did nothing wrong.
so what for scared of you.
and it seems that nth seems to happen.
but what i can say is,i will never forget.
and like what lk say,i am gonna fight for my o result.
i think da nxt admin who is taking over me is probably
yong jin and jasmine.
just right infront of my face dey say that they don't wanna be admin.
but what can i do?
but yet i feel hurt.
nothing n nothing.

today i went to kfc to eat my lunch with jasmine and mag.
and when we walk out of the mall i say siti and sri they all.
and on the other direction my tuition friend from monfort was there.
but i act i saw no one as i am not close to them.
mag encourage me to go for training.
unlike someone who i eat with me in kfc.

i went back to school after going home and guess what??
ants were invading the redcross room again.
what can i do???
my junior are all scared of the ants.
all i can say was i have to clean it the second time.
gosh.
just wondering if i am not here today,
who are gonna clean it?

and training was damn boring so i stared in space.
out of sudden,
tears are falling down.
and i don't want it to happen.
just in a moment,
someone walk pass.
haix.
just hope my tears was not been seen.

and went to redcross room to chit chatting with akhbar and ashuraa
and i just feel that my heart has just let down a great burden.
and of course i saw that bloody person.
and we sort things out and i am out of
ADMIN!!!
ADMIN!!!
ADMIN!!!
AND
ADMIN!!!

i am not gonna doing admin work.
no more scolding
no more discrimination. =)
its just because i am partially pass down from now on.
and i promise myself that i will study hard from now on.

relising that maybe stressing up thing wouldn't be that good.
we must show that we are not that good to get bullied.
i will not get bullied by anybody.
if anyone were to do this,
i will be talking back and scold them.
don't blame me.
its just that i have tolerant enough of the nonsense.
its just that i don't wanna say and it doesn't mean that i am so weak.

christin started to say i love you to anyone she know
n just ask them to buy ribena.
i am one of the victim.
just wanna make myself clear,
i am straight. =)
and yes.she went round asking people to give her free drinks.haix

tuition i thought i will be late so i call jie shun to tell him that i will be late for my tuition.
but end up he is later than me.
english lesson was fun except that desmond.
you go and die la.
why i say that??
1.sit on my place
2.use paper and hit me.
haix.
and thanks 3j n 2s for being there.
in my heart you "guys" will always be my friends forever in my tuition class.
and walk pass kopitiam and saw jackson eating fries.hahas.


i promised em' i won't get hurtx for that matters.
but am i gonna assure i won't get hurtx in future?
life is always unpredictable.
and i know that some issue really do s_ _!!!

i donno why.
but after that blogging i feel so sleepy and wanted to go and have a early rest.looks like i am gonna have a early sleep and hope that tomorrow will be better if possible



am i really sick or i just feel hurtx???
after all of the contribution to the unit

as i was saying to some of my friends,
life was so damn bored.
speech day training was as per normal and i was sick and tiring of that la.
certain issue came after speech day rehersal.
1.take my full-u and sell which no one wants it.
2.calling my name in other manner.copy right from one particular person who do not know how to pronounce my name and called it moel... :@
3.chase by christin and mistaken her as les because she was keep holding me tightly.
4.by no choice have to threaten her and told her if she continue she is gonna get it from me.
5.chase after yongjin and weejing for calling me that tootpid name and struggle them. =X

i just got a tootpid and bloody message from that bloody person.
i was telling that person i was unable to put up the notices and this is what that bloody person say
you never put up must at least tell me.its friday tomorrow already and i have to do the notice.you are doing admin and i got to look for you everytime.

firstly,i never put up the notices but i took the inisiative to tell miss neo to tell u.
secondly,i know tml is friday n you do not need to tell me that damn thing
thirdly,i know i am doing admin can't you see???
fourly,u didn't look for me everytime.if a yes,its so easy to find me.wads so difficult about it  bloody person???i was just sitting the first in class line.is it so difficult???

you got to be kidding.you don't even get the facts clear.wad kind of person r u?
fail ur course better.quit this.
btw i always did my job but u always give me da paper on that day.so y must i print it?
u will only waste my precious ink.
and i don't even know the programme.
somemore i should be passing down.
you damn idiot don't even want us to pass down.
wad kind of person are u?
i am failing my subject one by one and u r just damn unreasonable.
others already passing down,
junior keep asking when r they gonna become NCO's as we already lead a year
and you?
self-fish.even those sell fish one are not as self-fish as you.
you wad you?
blame somemore blame.
you are gonna get retribution you bloody idiot.

i got the mood to blog till you sms me.wad kind of shit is this?

i sms back by saying
i just got it early of the morning after assemply and i shouldn't get the list today,instead yesterday lor.
getting that key is difficult.

and he say 3 letter
nvm.

what shitting process is this.u scold a person with no reason and end up saying a nvm without a sorry.i am just not your slave somehow.and if you think that i am gonna follow you everytime den you are gonna be wrong.u are a bloody person and i don't need to waste my precious time on you.i did rather go for speech day training.it is more worth it.at least i don't need to see ur bloody face.

and this process of scolding make me lost my appeitite of blogging.
gonna tell you what happy thing today to tml blogging.this shitting process is just too much.

and if by any means you feel that it is vulgar,i am sincerely saying sorry to you.
but this bloody person just lost my appeitite in schooling and going for cca.





can i just skip school for a day???please mom.

recently many ppl around me has been hurt
prevent them from getting hurts is actually not a thing u know?
but as a friend we should actually encourage them and give them hope
y can't life as simple as what we wanna to????
sometime its just so difficult.
but is there someone that can make our life simple???
haix...
but think again...nothing can stop anyone to make their life simple
if life is really that simple,
this life is totally nothing.

cheer up.=)
life goes on....

firstly,today i should say about the thing about buying present for sandhya that time.
that lady was so damn rude like wad lk say and ya.she did throw the figure after taking the wrong one.
i was like down there wadthe!!!
she was so damn rude.she took the wrong one and just throw it back.so i told lk that ppl put so nice she go and damage the figuring.so damn it la.
luckily it wasn't th figuring we want.if not we r sure gonna be so damn fed up.
when lk ask her about the box and ya... wad lk was saying..
no haf la.!!!
wad kind of sale women is that...?
think if her boss know,sure fire her one.
y can't she say i am sorry but the box is out of stock of somehow.
y must she make it so clear that it is outof stock.damn fed up la.obviously.

today nothing to talk about.
i will say about the extended thing.
today we did compo test
a few of em finish the whole compo around 3pm and teacher did not allow em to go home
and ya..2 of them just walk away.LOLs!!!
after that one by one walk away.
i think even the teacher did not agrev with it i will just walk away...
btw ya.me and jasmine so called to be the top 5 of walking of that damn classroom la.
the cher didn't say anything lor.
after that i went out of school with siyun n jas lam and end up seeing jas cheah
and saw oks in the bus.
everything was like a conicident thing.
went to stadium cause wanna see heats.
but finish.
saw Yjh slacking again.
btw Lin JH if u see this i am just sorry.especially the ytd phone call thingy.
shouldn't say ur name.should make it a short form.
sorry LinJH if u see this.
went mac with mei hui n jas cheah. =)
and ya.reach home already.think i am gonna buy fahrenheit album soon.=) 
Fahrenheit all the way. :)

can't life just be a bit more simple
so that
people won't be so stress.